Today's student guest post is by Tyler Horton. He is in the first year of the MA (NT Studies) program. Tyler lives in rural New Brunswick, just outside of Fredericton, where he has been an Assistant Pastor for 10 years.
I knew these moments were
coming, I just didn’t expect one in my first week.
At two years old, Samuel
is my youngest child and at this stage he is playing exclusively with
cars. The repeating stages of playing
with Sam are:
- Sam gives me a vehicle of some kind
- Sam watches me ‘drive’ this vehicle and make fantastic and realistic sound effects
- Sam’s eyes widen as he sees the potential that he has somehow tragically overlooked in this toy
- Sam requests that I return the vehicle to his possession
As a dad I love this
because the small amount of energy it takes me to perpetuate this cycle brings
my son great joy. So when Sam asked for
me to stop trying to learn the difference between a vocal and a silent ‘shewa’
and come play, he wasn’t asking for all that much. There was a small hand patting my leg, bright
eyes meeting mine, one hand pointing to the rug and another hand opening and
closing in the universal sign of “c’mon” (which I think he pronounces with a
perfect vocal shewa, by the way).
The internal crisis was
not powerful but it was entirely upon me.
Am I doing the right thing? Can I
actually justify robbing my two year old son of playtime to learn Hebrew? Is this truly the best use of my allotted
energy and attention? My answer came in the remembrance of a pudgy medieval
monk.
One of reasons I have
desired and worked toward starting this Masters degree is a lesson from the
life of Martin Luther. His awakening to
the gospel was a major catalyst in the Reformation. His entrance into freedom, which contributed
to the Gospel breaking through again in Europe, came through the study of the
Greek New Testament. The truth had been
encrusted under poor translation and made inaccessible. If Luther had not opened the New Testament in
its original language he would have remained in darkness.
The lesson I take from
this is twofold. First, reading the
Bible accurately is a matter of (eternal) life and death. Second, a crucial part of ensuring an
accurate reading of the Bible is to learn to study it in its original
languages. One of my main goals in
beginning studies this Fall is be able to do this. Of course it is not the only important thing,
but if the Bible is what it says it is I must do everything in my power to read
it as best as I can.
Sam left the table
disappointed. Being two, he did not sulk
for long as the next thing to cross his path engrossed his attention
completely. But still, he left without
me coming along because I chose Hebrew vowels over a toddler’s vehicles. I don’t say no to playtime every time, but in
embarking here at Acadia I am choosing to send him away with unfulfilled
expectations more often. This is a cost
I am willing to pay because I aim to be part of building a church that reads the
Bible well; that is, a church where he can grow up and hear the truth clearly
and accurately. My prayer is that the
many sacrifices I will make will prevent me from sacrificing the truth that
Samuel most needs to hear. So for now,
he will have to hear some “hhhhh” (with the all the phlegm that implies) when
he is used to hearing “vvrrrooooom”.
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